Dora of Dreams from a Pilgrimage has a new prompt this week at dVerse Poets to write a dialogue poem so I thought to a second part of something recent, the first part of which I included.
I’m Ready (part one)
I steal steely crazed glances between the blinds
through goggle glasses with cool blinder flaps
and a crushed torn beat bent brim ballcap
in moonlight
peeking from out a blanket …
with binoculars too
under chairs and baseball bats
and plungers and sticks I gathered during the day
for stand in the heels of sneakers
that no one would miss
unless there was suddenly company and mom presented trays
or an incident in the bathroom
or the woods missed their kids
or if game time suddenly discovered night had been turned to day
just something THEY would do
… draped over pillows and nosing cats and snoring dogs and sci-fi books
and I waited
by flashlight for the louding star hymns only I could hear
.
I’m ready for you,
I thought,
This time
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I’m Ready (part two)
I startled to it all still in place
the baseball bats and plungers and sticks
standing in sneaker heels
or balanced ‘cross chair tops
now
still
in place
still
under the blanket for peering from out
that hadn’t been disturbed by Mom company needs or accidents or trees
or nosy still cats or possible waking dogs
startled by a light in the sky through blinds but with naked eye
my binoculars to my side
cool goggle blinder flap glasses almost crushed under my bent brim ball cap
by my pillow star head
a light that woke to ask
“Why I waited?”
“For you” I stated
.
I startled to Mom from a Mom’s soft nudge
“Time to bed my little sleepy head, did you have any dreaming luck just yet?”
“You didn’t see?!”
“Of course I did”
.
I startled alone after days upon days and more
after I had grown sore and out from under blanket looks
and my own lore
of forts
built of pillows and dreams and chairs and baseball bats
and plungers and sticks but
with stones
now
new blankets heavier
for tired forts to hide my head
under and pillows just for escape
instead
from these days upon days and more
.
But I still check through the blinds at night
when I can
when it feels right
with still kept nosing cats at hand
but
wishing my binoculars were somewhere in sight
and those cool goggle blinder flap glasses and my old cap
or Mom with a nudge and a love
for my sleepy, wishing, dreamy boy head
to tell me it was alright
that she saw
too
.
“You’re still waiting, we see”
“I always will be”
even more so
now
