Lines (poem)

Lines

I won’t grasp at youth as some

Inhale gasp or rasp at it now

My soon more brittle lungs or knees won’t allow it

Before I fall old down to desperate breathy phone calls

For sisters or brothers or friends who might say they knew me well

Oh, the drama

Though I am NOT here

Not yet

I am just old

-er

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My face has lines, lines of times that were mine

Stretched for miles crow dance foot’ed over earned broken sidewalk cracks

(while skipping those that might break a mother’s back … of course)

Lines that are mine

Earned

My eyes

Still blue

Though jaded

Hover suitcases

In new darker hue

No

Steamer trunks

Packed of heavy things and of lighter flighty ones

That I gladly rummage through

On the high seas  

With no pick and choose of the right outfit for today’s dance

On deck

Just whatever I come across at first glance

As I wore them all

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My face has lines in the letters

Of times passed

Packed neatly in a pocket in the lid

Some envelopes still in tact

With a name dear

A corner stamped

Of the U.S. Mail

Or maybe of even international exotic

Or shoved crumpled  

Under the lid

Of that trunk

In corners

But never forgotten in the crumple

Under gifted underwear

To have me presentable in emergencies

In case the ship runs aground

(why I never stepped on those mother’s cracks)

Packed  

Steamer trunk of lines

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Lines

Lines in bad poems of times

Earned

Good or bad

Worse or better

Better or worse

(I did say bad poems right?)

Lines in letters

That keep writing themselve’s

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No

I won’t

I won’t grasp, gasp or wheeze at youth

As some

I have lines

On my face

That are mine

Now

Well

Gladly

Earned

Lines that keep writing themselve’s